hoo ha ~
new photo again :D ,
but nv put at profile pic , lazy xD
the rest at fb ! :D
bye bye ~!
♥
xinn
tears dripping down ,
its just so hard ..
so hard to be happy .
why is everyone else around me ,
could be so happy ,
whereas im crying in my heart .
hoping to be tgt with him again ?
no , i cannot think of that ever again .
that promise ,
i must mean it .
i will never be tgt with him again ,
even if he wanted .
im so sorry ,
i cannot stand a guy like that .
but still ,
a heart which longs for him .
sigh-
but then ,
a promise is it ,
never be broken by me .
he broke the promise ,
never trustable ,
uncontrollable love ,
yet an inholdable hatred .
what can i do ?
never see his blog ever okay .
Im saying this to myself ,
dont ever go to his blog again .
it'll only get you more hurt .
dont .
you'll have to let go ,
to forget .
so just let go ,
forget everything about him .
numbers , birthdays , what he always said to you , what he always do and
his blog address , even if you have already removed it from your blog , forget that .
so fore , then you will forget him ,
you will .
remember what you promised some one ?
that date .
you should've already stopped your heart beating for him .
renew your heart ,
and you'll be happy .
dear serene , be happy ,
you still have many others to cheer them up ,
you cant fall ,
people are relying on you to comfort them ,
make them happy .
so smile .
forget those unhappy things .
be happy ,
so that the people around you will be happy .
isn't that what you always wanted ?
people around you , anywhere , to be happy .
♥
xinn
Labels: teared
im sick , T.T
vomitted in school just now ,
gonna faint soon ._.
in sch sick liao went home x.x
then now still feel like abit vomitting ,
hais !
feeling so terrible ! T.T
♥
xinn
hi peeps ~
new photo today :D
heh , took in mum's car :3
very bored ,
hais ~.~
wed going out with gan-motherrrr ♥
then then .. thursday die .
hahas ,
m-t-p
sigh ~
bye bye !
♥
xinn
Labels: NewPhoto
hellos ,
hi peepos ,
just now went to Popeyes® Lousiana Kitchen to eat .
was eating happily ,
yet a half an hour later ,
quarreled with mom .
fag .
sigh ..
its just changes so easily .
happy to sad .
had a heartbreak .
mom said many hurtful things .
maybe i was wrong too .
im so sorry .
maybe im nt a good daught .
somedays i shall disappear from your eyes .
heartbreak oh ..
♥
xinn
WAHAHAHAHA ,
AUDI LVL 29 LE ,
CREDITS TO TANG TANG & DADDIE ;duh
;mua ,
bye all !
♥
xinn
hellos peepo .
im bored (: ,
today keep playing poker .
uno playing during chem ,
kena confiscated by cher ~.~
ms ng say must get A1 in EOY for chem then can get back .
lol . who cares ,
but i srsly want aim A1 le ..
if not ah my L1R5 gg.com le T.T
hais ~
sigh-
怎么办呀 ..
虽然正在尽力地忘了他 ..
好难呀 ..
哎呀 ..
我可以的 ..
考试都考的那么烂 。
伤心呀 ..
年尾要考的更好 ..
T.T
加油慧慧 !
life is as weak as an rose petal .
it could be easily tore off from the flower .
just like our life easily tearing off from our partners .
maybe its not our fate still ,
(:
♥
xinn
Labels: LifeAsWeakAsARose
sigh ,
failed subjects badly ,
L1R4 = 25 marks ,
can go ITE le .
jidan ..
alot of sweat and tears today .
lesson learns ,
lesson no #fivee-oh-nineteen ,
the date today .
为什么？明明可以及格的 ..
而却不及格？
为什么？明明想让妈妈开心..
却让她不开心了？
为什么？我默默地在心里哭 ，
没人会知道 ..
pass 四科而已呀 ..
我应该开心吗？
就应为有人考的比我烂吗？
不是的 ..
这不是我要的结果 ..
a life has openings and endings ,
treasure it or lose it .
im not sure why i got grades like this but i know ,
i will want to get better grades EOY .
i thought that this time i would get very good grades .
yet its like shyts and craps .
even that -'- bitch ,
also got higher than me .
fuuck it .
i hate it .
i hate myself .
` i hate my fuucked up life ♥
Song on the go , Love story .
We were both young when i first saw you - yeah young , boy .
i close my eyes as the flashback starts - closed .. behind you boy .
im standing there , on a balcony with summer air - ♥
see the lights , see the party , the ballgowns - prettaye ,
i see you make your way throught the crowds - i saw you , boy .
and said 'hello' - you did , but you didnt said goodbye ♥
little did i know .. - i knew boy , but i didn't said .
that you were romeo - ♥
`and you were throwing pebbles - laughing at you , boy .
and my daddy said 'stay away from juliet' - sigh ,
and i was crying on the staircase , - i cried , but you didnt cared .
begging you please dont go .. - you go , you went .
.
.
.
sometimes , life is hard .
let go if you have to .
even when you had to regret .
life is destinated .
you could choose your destiny but not your fate .
life is always fated ,
never doubt it .
Life is to treasure your loved ones ,
not hurt them .
love-ed once with him is enough ,
`i gotta let go ♥/-
♥
xinn
hellloooooos to all :D
没有人tag我 ！D:
来tagtag一下吗~
好bored 哦..
不要紧，
这几天在玩night club city on facebook ~
哈哈..
我想去cube ! ）：
谁要去呀～
btw to stupid nu er :
tc luh , dun keep tag tag tag ,
fall sick then you know .
tmr gt sch still wan tag so late .
mummy see le heart pain siollll ;shy :X
lol , hao lahs , tc well ~.~
dun keep tag so much le .
i noe you're hopeless but still ,
take care alrights ~ ;make
♥
xinn
hehes :D
played audi today as usual ..
wanted to go cut hair , but lazy x.x
anyhow got a New cpl o:
well what happened was ..
clubbing ,
then guy came in
then game finish i lag ..
then he cpl proposal ..
then i lagging keep press enter ,
jiu liddat accept le lorh .
lolol .
but nvm ,
he's a gd guy .
btr than tt eff-ker
-.- ,
jidan ,
still dare come in my rm with new charbo .
nvm ,
he oso dk my new ign =)
boring ~
byes :3
♥
xinn
WAHAHAHAH ,
HI ALL ,
IM BACK !
everyone gt miss me ?
i noe have lah :D
i've just finished up EOY exams :D
happy die ,
hahas .
summore ,
i've come to terms with those freaggin selfish creatures :D
i tink that its not worth it ,
i found out that they are all hongsters ,
its useless .
:P ,
i will never go back to be with them anymore ,
its over .
learn to be happy ,
and you'll be happy . :3
oh , and
to some one ,
bet that person dun even noe who he/she is ,
eh you wan hate me sua la ?
dun go backstab la ?
aye gan come gan me in front ?
dun go around backstab ?
kao eh ,
ppl say good luck to you just diao ppl and walk off ?
knn ,
you tink you mature very big sibo ?
also younger than me wad .
RESPECT LA .
always say ppl ,
ownself leh ?
diao diao diao ,
eye drop out ah .
knnbccb -'- .
fuucker .
-.-
♥
huixinn !
