♥ , You spinned me right round.

Sunday, January 31, 2010 - 5:11 PM

Everywhere I Go lyrics

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me
But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

feeling so emo nowadays , felt like cutting myself again when i saw that penknife but resisted x3
i really feel like cutting , life so no meaning , but i promised them i wouldn't anymore .. x.x so i will hold on to that promise x.x

hais , anyways , replying to anna's tag , thanks you annaSUNNU , ah ma loves you . i'll try to cheer up alrights ? x)

oh , and monday im going out with Yenpin and Baiwei .
xinn-

Saturday, January 30, 2010 - 5:42 PM

PEOPLE , I WANNA DECLARE THAT IM SO PISSED OFF TODAY . ):

FIRSTLY , I NEEDA DESIGN THE T-SHIRT DESIGN TO GIVE TO MR.CHIA ):

SECONDLY , MM'S SEC 1 ORIENTATION , NEED TINK , AND I MADE THE POWERPOINT SLIDES ALL THAT JUST FINISH HAVEN SAVE GOT BLACK OUT -'-

LASTLY , MUM ASK ME PACK CLOTHES MADE UNTIL I KEEP SNEEZE . -'- FUUCKKEKDDDDDEDEDED UP !

THATS ALL FOR TODAY .

xinn-

Friday, January 29, 2010 - 10:01 PM

Haru Haru , the rose fades ..

FYI : this post is quite vulgar , for people like anna , please dont read it , TYVM ! :D

what the fuuck is wrong , what the fuuck is it ? that makes me cry , that makes me sad . i just cant take it anymore . i felt as if , im collapsing . i wanna get it over with . i dw to care about things anymore . the more i help , the worser it gets .

maybe im clumsy , im an idiot , i cant keep secrets , i hurt people , i couldn't do anything well , overall im just a fucked up bitch , what about that ? would anyone care ? no . Even if i was scolded by some others , im always in the wrong . Even if i was maligned , no one apologizes .

i read an article given by my teacher , it was about a girl , who got maligned , just because a fuucking bitch teacher favours a student and when her wallet was lost , she just fucking accuse her of stealing it . no logic lah , wad a bitch teacher and a bitched favoured student . and when the wallet was founded in tat fuucking favoured student's own bag , they dont even apologise . what fuucking bitch 'MOTHER AND CHILD' . should just fuck themselves . I feel as if im like tat poor girl , kena maligned like fuuck also no ppl apologise . even When i WASNT in the wrong , i gets scolded .

all i know is , i still haves my friends to count on . i cried in sch tat day , so whats ? im a crybaby , happy ? all i know is , im a crybaby . i always cries . Yah and , some bitches just kept on talk about me blah blah blah , thinking that i dont know . wtf , you really think im blind ? im such a fucking easy-to-bully girl ? sorry no , if its last time yes , but now , after being through shittish fucked up stuff with bitches , i've became stronger .

and there's another bitch in my sch , i shall call it Z . oh well , for not studying hard and dropping to Na , serves Z right . well you noe , Z del all its friends from facebook , not giving a damn to how much they helped it , encouraged it . oh well , like i cared . and now , Z gives us puppy eyes ! OMG , cant you imagine how fuucking bitchy it was ? Z del us from facebook first , yet Z dares act AS IF it's the fuucking victim . AWWW . well from Z fuucking eyes , sorry but , we CAN feel that Z's plotting something . sad right ? really lah , Z think we're so stupid ? if yes , Z might as well go die coz the world dont need someone as stupid as someone like that . ): and in any case , my good friends , i bet you know whom im talking about eh :D
*it is cause , don wan let others know it's gender , in case diulian arh !

sorrys to anyone i've hurt ):
i shouldn't , im sorry .. im a bitch .

maybe i was so wrong in my decisions again , but , will i be able to ever choose again ? ): no , its all over .

xinn-

Wesley : anyways aiai , thanks for your taggggs and chher up man ! :D
Jasmine : aww , thanks meih , jiejieh loves you x3
Becca : and thanks mummy , replied you here coz i edited this post , ily <:D

Monday, January 25, 2010 - 6:25 PM

By Huixinn Aka RoSerene™

Hey people ! i wanna blog about things that happened today (:

firstly , reached school quite late . And pe sux ttm , tyvm . its was running and i ran till i blank out . so scary manzxc . suddenly everything just went blank and i feel terrible inside out and in my mind , all i could tink of was to solve that problem . What the hell am i supposed to do ? Rose{rene} aint focused too today , seriously suxzxc . ): i couldn't focus . thinking about too many things . i really wanna end this fuucked up life . its just so painful .

during recess , gt one fxcking bitch keep folo , dunno herself so fuucking bhb ? c'b keep folo folo like one dog . no friend folo others la , folo us for what , kaopei one shit . -'- forget it . too moody today to talk about bitches aka friends-snatcher sux ttm . -'- i just cant stand it .. really hope to solve this thing , yet its so hard to solve it , without hurting anyone ..

fuucked up manzxc . I just wanna be alone .. cry it all out . i feel so shittish inside .. it flowing , brimming out , yet i cant cry it all out . sorry .. buddhen , holy crow its just so fking irritating when you cant figure out what to do , wtf is going on etc etc . no , im not gonna let all these fuucked up crap destroy my hard work / studies .

after sch went to eat with MaMay , Anna , WanWen , Yenpin and LiNa . What great friends i have , hahas . MaMay kept poking me thru out the day .. )': sad la . make ppl jump so much for what ...... D:

i go emo liao larhs .. no la joking :x ,
btw , this is for you , my aiai :
she's not worth it yeahs ? cheer up manz . idk how to counsel you , im a noob , fking noob . all i can do is tell you to cheer up ): anyways , she hurted you so much , yet she still do tat , how much she wanna hurt you . i really pray for you tat she'll simply fk off and leave you alone , aiai . dun be sad anymore , cheer up yo ! {:

xinn-

Labels: Rose Is Fading ..

Saturday, January 23, 2010 - 10:40 PM

What should i do ?

ohh , what should i do ?

i seriously dk hw to say it to that person ..
idk how the hell im gonna tell it to tat person ..

maybe everything was wrong afterall ..
maybe i just did a wrong step again D:

should i , or should i not ?
just wad am i supposed to do ?

i told myself tat i wanna concentrate on my studies . yes , im gonna do tat . idc everything else le ): thanks aiai , for being around to support me :3

from now on , i dont wanna tell secret to alot of my good frens or wad alr , ie felt tat , keeping tings to myself , is the best .

cheer up girl ! (:

xinn !

Friday, January 15, 2010 - 9:12 PM

Well , time flies . the 2nd week of school is over .

wondering how we can treasure things , we sometimes dont treasure things until it's gone . many people dont . well , really , regrets is too late .

the SEL class , has the questions , my teacher made ur write it , and one of the questions was "what was the saddest moment of your life?" , it aint breaking up with someone , aint losing my friends , aint getting bad results , but losing someone dear to you , when you hadn't treasure them . i wrote , 'when my grandma passed away' . it really hurts , when my grandma passed away .

i still remember , at that time , i cried alot .. she was so dear to me . i hope that i had seriously treat her better when she was alive ..

well i shall stop here , (:

xinn

Friday, January 8, 2010 - 8:14 PM

WOW , HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE I'VE POSTED ? :D

today im gonna talk about the past few days , as i was in sec3 camp :D

Day 1 : 7 plus in sch , went up to class , sat till 10 :D set off for camp . ---- reach campsite . then we went to assemble at dk block wat . went to eat lunch and played games :D after play a lot a lot of games , we went to our dorm . it totally had no space and our class had to seperate . we slept at the corner of the room . which was so stuffy . Our bathing time was 3 mins ==

day 2 : we went abseil , kayaking and some other games . ie played the line walking . its was so scary that i wanted to cry up there D: kayaking i wasnt able to play as my teacher didnt let -.- and then .... -skip- campfire we was shouting like mad and my throat was so pain . we got sabo-ed and was first to perform . we were the only ones performing acting . and EVERYONE CHEERED FOR CURLY AND HE WON ! :D

day 3 : woke up . was almost late . breadfast , talk . we got the best effort class award . lol . just some chips and candies . bus came , reached sch , went to ish collect wallets and then went home alr

alrights folks , thats all for today :D

xinn-

Saturday, January 2, 2010 - 5:12 PM

haisssss ! How's everyone been ? time flies so fastttttt ):

im missing F2-5 ! When im going back to sch , im in a class full of shyt humans .

im hoping that ie can sit with my pin pin D:

and sch's gonna start soonnnnnn ! D:

xinn-